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Post by AWA CEO: Mr. Timothy Draven on Mar 12, 2010 15:08:42 GMT -4
I am leaving for a little while. Life has taken over and there is A LOT of shit going on in my house. Things that are changing my entire life and future. I do not know when I will be back, or IF I'll be back at this point. Things are bad, thats all I'm going to say. Very bad. Please, if you're someone who prays, pray for me and my family....right now it's needed. I'm not doing well at all. Things are very bad, and me, as a person is fucked right up.
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Post by Anthony Jordan on Mar 12, 2010 18:32:45 GMT -4
That's sad to hear, bro. Hope you find it in you to power through and beat it.
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Post by theegomjw on Mar 12, 2010 20:25:31 GMT -4
I'm talkiing to Timmy. Whilst its not important in the big picture, ill be running the AWA for the forseeable future.
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Post by Gregory "Ripper" Kennedy on Mar 12, 2010 21:46:16 GMT -4
Oh god we're all doomed.
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Post by SLAM II on Mar 12, 2010 22:44:57 GMT -4
Hey timmy goodluck man i love you
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Post by Lucius Bird on Mar 13, 2010 6:14:21 GMT -4
Timmy, you are a trooper. You have dealt with more than your share of heavy shit since I've known you. Because of that, I have the utmost faith that whatever it is your family's battling right now, you are going to cope and get through it.
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Post by Anthony Jordan on Mar 13, 2010 9:44:54 GMT -4
Repeated tough times either break a man down or make him hardier than granite. I really believe the latter applies/will apply to you.
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Post by AWA CEO: Mr. Timothy Draven on Mar 13, 2010 15:12:53 GMT -4
From yesterday to today, things have gotten so much worse. SO MUCH WORSE. I have no idea what I'm doing or where I'm going with life right now. On top of it, Kristin is in Long Island with her family because her grandmother has been doing very bad....about a half hour ago, her grandmother passed away....so with everything we're already facing, now this as well....I have no idea what to do or where to turn....I'm just in a bad place right now. I haven't eaten since Thursday evening. Even thinking about food makes me want to throw up. Like I said, I'm just in a very bad place right now.
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Post by MTMT on Mar 13, 2010 19:45:24 GMT -4
I love you.
Not in a LuMmy blowjob kind of love... more like a brother who disapproves in incest.
Hang in there, Timmy. We're all here for you if you need.
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Post by Lucius Bird on Mar 15, 2010 3:58:20 GMT -4
Man, my thoughts go out to Timmy, Kristin and the family. It would be really nice if life cut you guys some slack right now. You have already copped more than your share of bullshit. Keep fighting, and know that each and every one of us here will be pulling for you.
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Post by AWA CEO: Mr. Timothy Draven on Mar 15, 2010 17:02:21 GMT -4
Heres an update:
Shes still in Long Island. The burial for her grandmother will be either Tuesday or Wednesday, so she won't be home until Wednesday or Thursday. We've had A LOT more issues come our way, and I do not know where life will be when she gets back here. I do know that I love her....and if you love someone unconditionally, you fight like you've never fought before to try to make it work. We're going to go to counceling. It's going to be a long road for us for sure. Like I said, things are really bad at this point....but I do love her, and like I said, I will fight for her and fight as hard as I can to save this family. We have too much invested to just give up. I'm doing all I can....
On a different note, I have only eaten a 10pc chicken nuggest, a yogurt, 4 pretzels, and half a cup of chicken broth since Thursday night. I have lost 11 lbs since then. I do not sleep. I have been so stressed and my nerves have been so bad that I've been throwing up. Physically, I'm not doing too well....but I refuse to give up....I'm doing all that I physically and mentally can do.
Thank you all for your good wishes. It does mean the world to me.
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Post by Anthony Jordan on Mar 15, 2010 23:30:17 GMT -4
You're too much like me when it comes to love. It's eerie. I bunker down and fight until all hope is gone. It's a plan for self-destruction, but I've been where you are. I can honestly say I wouldn't have changed a thing in hindsight. I had to live with myself and just giving up would have made me hate myself. We're the kind of guys who let love define us. I don't know if it's wrong or if we handle it incorrectly, but it hurts us so much. Be true to yourself, but don't lose sight of other things.
My best advice is to remember that you are bigger than the relationship. I don't mean that in terms of ego or that love is trivial. However, the truest love you'll have is for yourself, and the best feeling you can get is sharing that love with others. Just remember that if the worst does happen, your life will go on. You're still a father, a son, a brother and a friend. You're allowed to be sad for as long as you need to be, but we won't allow you to stop being the things you already are.
We love you, and there's absolutely nothing you can do about it.
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Post by James Lucas on Mar 16, 2010 12:08:05 GMT -4
fuck timbo, this sucks. i feel bad because i had the week free being the special guest referee, so i havent been around this place too much. if you need someone to talk to let me know. sorry lifes shitting on you man.
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