timbo?

[James Lucas]

anyone heard from him? i know he has A LOT of personal shit going on right now, but i have not heard from him. i tried to text him but i never got a reply back from him. i do not have facebook because of my job, so i dont know what the deal is. i just know i have not seen him around.

['The Original' David K. Slam]

Yea ive been wondering the same thing. Im worried as well.

[theegomjw]

nope, nothing from him. all we can hope is that he is ok and just doing what he needs to be doing.

[AWA Staff]

According to his Facebook he is wrapped up with college and taking hikes/walks lol

Hopefully he is good. He hasn't been on the AWA site in over a week. If it wasn't for the facebook, I'd worry a lot more

[James Lucas]

thanks for the update

[AWA CEO: Mr. Timothy Draven]

I am alive. I just told Luke and Bill that I am going to write something up for you guys, letting you know what's been going on. I wasn't going to get personal about things, but for the most part, I've known you guys for many years. Billy Boy and Luke and Mittens I have known for like ten years or more...so I feel comfortable enough to share everything with you guys. I'm going to write something up by the end of the night hopefully. Thank you for the concern.

Lucas, you are a toolshed
(he knows the inside joke to this)

[AWA CEO: Mr. Timothy Draven]

So here we go. Let’s talk about the life of Timmy Tabor since Father’s Day. On Father’s Day, my fiancée Kristin and I split up. She kicked me out of the house four times that day. So, I left for the night. The next day she wanted me to come back. I came back and talked to her and explained that I was tired of being treated like shit and that I needed some space. I agreed to live in the house, but I wanted us to have separate bedrooms. I did not in any way want to be with her at that point. So, that’s what happened. I lived in the one room I remodeled and she lived in our old bedroom.

This worked out alright for a short time. I was taking summer classes and growing further and further from her. I was realizing that I enjoyed being free. I enjoyed being treated well by others. Others, yes, others. I was making a lot of friends at the college. There was a girl I knew, who I was lab partners with, and we became very close. So, as I was growing further apart from Kristin, I was getting closer to this other person. As soon as this other girl and I started to “feel” for one another, I backed away from her because I didn’t want to complicate my life anymore than it already was. So I stopped hanging out with this other girl and started to spend some more time with Kristin, with hopes of things working out.

Well, we kept arguing. The fights would become more intense and more intense. They were no longer little arguments, they were now huge blow up fights. She would explode, I would explode, then she would explode more and so on. We both knew that this was not healthy and started talking seriously about me moving out. However, we both knew that we did love each other, so we didn’t want things to go that route. Well, a couple weeks ago, we got into a huge fight. A huuuge fight and she kicked me out AGAIN…so I left.
Since Father’s Day I had been packing stuff up. So when she kicked me out, I had most of my stuff packed. I took all my stuff and went to my parents house. Well, the next day she asked me to come over. I came over to the house and she asked me to please think about coming back. I told her no. We had a couple errands to run so we did that together. I left after, and took a couple days to myself. I took care of college stuff and I walked/went hiking a lot. I find peace when I’m in the woods. When I’m climbing a huge ass mountain, I feel like I can really clear my head. I feel like I can think a lot. So while climbing this huge ass mountain, I started thinking about my relationship with Kristin.

The next day she called me and sounded horrible. I came to the house. She looked terrible. She had been crying, I could tell. She told me she was sick to her stomach and that my daughter and I not living in the house broke her heart. She said she went in my daughters room and just cried. She told me she knew she was wrong and that she needed to change and would do anything needed to make things better…she just wanted me to move back home. I told her I wasn’t sure and I needed to think about it. Back in the woods I went for another hike. So I thought about it, and knew that after 3 years with her, if I just walked away, when she really wanted to make things better, I would feel like an asshole. So the next morning, I told her I would move back. I told her I would come back, but things really needed to be different.

So I moved ALL my stuff back in. That was last Tuesday. I’ve been here all week. We’ve had some smaller issues, but nothing massive. Until last night. She snapped again and it was nasty. Today, shes kissing my ass again because she knows there is a chance I’ll leave, and this time, if I leave, it’s 100% for good. So I’m around. I’m alive, but I’ve got so much going on right now. The Chiro/PT 3x’s a week. College full time. My daughter…and now this whole issue with Kristin.

Life has been hectic.

I am not coming back right now. Right now, the AWA is being run by Luke and by Billy Boy. It seems as if they are doing a great job. I will be back, 100% for sure, but it’s not going to be in the next week or two. Fuck, if I’m honest, it might not be for a month or so. I will check in from time to time, but the “running” things part of the fed is up to Luke and Billy Boy. I have 100% faith in these guys. They love this place. They have great ideas and they do a damn good job of running e-feds. The three of us (and Mittens who started it all) have run these feds for 10+ years together. I hope you guys keep this place alive. I hope you guys kick ass and I hope when I’m free to return that I’ll be able to bring in a character of my own to help make this place rock. I love you guys, you’re like family to me. Have fun here, please. Don’t let our fed die. We’ve all worked too hard for too long to let it slip away. I’ll be in touch

-Timbo

[Dominic Slay]

You heard the man.

[SLAM II]

So quit riding his nuts lol joking. We love timbo-slice

[James Lucas]

fuck you timbo

(hows that for an inside joke)

;D

[MTMT]

Hope everything works out for ya, Timmy. I'd help out around here, but I don't fucking want to.

[James Lucas]

^the brutally honest one in the awa. i like it!

[theegomjw]

LuMmy would not allow you into the fold anyway Matt, you cunt.