|
|
Post by SLAM II on Nov 6, 2009 15:31:28 GMT -4
im going to be taking a while off guys, this morning i got up and went to work. everything was fine i said by to my roommate, Max aka Duckie. Everything seemed great. i was out on location when the big boss came down said i needed to get back to shop and call my gf. so i got back called and the worst fucking news, she came by to get some money i left her and she found my roommate dead. he sopposedly blew his head off with his shotgun. its hitting me hard im fucking shaking like a leaf, ive cried all fuckign day like a pussy, and my gf jennifer isnt any better she is at her parents wont talk to anybody period but me. i hope you guys understand its taken me forever to write this because im shaking so bad. max ment alot to me guys. the guy took me in when i was really bad on meth and pills. watched out for my when my friend bubby killed himself. he got me my job. the guy saved my life and i never took the time to ask him if he had problems, ask him if he needed help, and i never i guess said thank you enough. he was like my brother. hope you guys understand love, leland  |
|
|
|
Post by Anthony Jordan on Nov 6, 2009 15:49:28 GMT -4
That's a terrible tragedy. Grieve and forget about this place. We'll still be around whenever you're ready to return.
|
|
|
|
Post by Kevin Kash on Nov 6, 2009 17:02:15 GMT -4
HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that fucking sucks! OMG WTF! this has BLEWN MY MIND! suicides fucked up
|
|
|
|
Post by AWA CEO: Mr. Timothy Draven on Nov 6, 2009 17:02:47 GMT -4
Wow Leland....I'm so sorry to hear that. Bro, my heart seriously goes out to you....do whatever you need to do bro. Go take care of yourself and your girlfriend. Don't do anything stupid, got it. I'm serious bro. You've come a long ways....don't do something stupid because you're upset. Instead, be strong during this time. Be there for your girlfriend. My heart goes out to her. I can't imagine being the one who shows up and finds someone dead. She must be going through a lot. Leland, seriously, if you need anything at all, please let me know bro. You're in my thoughts and prayers! Real life is always more important than e-fed life. Do what you need to do. Take as much time off as you need and we'll be here when you're ready to come back!
|
|
|
|
Post by AWA Staff on Nov 6, 2009 17:18:26 GMT -4
I'll be the callous one first:
Great, now Luke can be the champion and actually think he EARNED it.....
That's hard bro. You do what has to be done. Who really cares about this place when life hits you like that. He sounds like he was a good man. We are all here for you bro. I hope you and your g/f don't let it effect all aspects of your life.... I bet he wouldn't want that.
|
|
|
|
Post by AWA CEO: Mr. Timothy Draven on Nov 6, 2009 17:40:22 GMT -4
Well said Bill. While this is hard, I'm sure your friend wouldn't want you or your girlfriend to let this destroy your lives. Try to keep your head up bro.
|
|
|
|
Post by theegomjw on Nov 6, 2009 18:59:16 GMT -4
not sure how much messages on here can help, if at all.
however, our thoughts are with you mate, it is a terrible terrible thing that has happened, btu Timmy is right. Do your best to stay strong, do your friend proud and show him that his efforts to help you were not in vain. If you let this take you down, then the good he did will be erased. The most respect you can show to him and his memory is to keep yourself straight and be strong for your lady.
this fantasy fed is here when you feel the need to escape or just want to play about. it is not a priority in real life.
i have had a lot of fun RPing against you and am really pleased we gave you the spot and you really ran with it. we can finish this up another time when your able to be on top of your game.
Keep well.
|
|
|
|
Post by SLAM II on Nov 6, 2009 22:25:09 GMT -4
Thanks guys. Ive calmed down alot finally got jennifer to sleep. Were staying at her parents. Thanks guys it means alot to us with yalls words. 3 things in my life have kept me going jenn max and you guys. Growing up without parents was hard on me cuz i thought id have nothing. But then me bubby hung out then max meet jenn a year ago and became instant friends. Those people make my life great. And then you guys here are like family to me timbo has been like a brother. Bill thanks man i read that and laughed for the first time today. And luke i like you man your a great guy. Well im going to smoke and then go to bed its been a super long sad day. Im going to keep my head up though thanks all of you guys. i love you guys
|
|
|
|
Post by MTMT on Nov 7, 2009 1:31:08 GMT -4
Love you, sir. Stay strong.
|
|
|
|
Post by SLAM II on Nov 7, 2009 10:42:32 GMT -4
found out today why Max killed himself, as hard as it is to talk about him being gone, its even harder to tell this. but Max took his life because three months ago he was diagnosed with cancer. i never had a clue he never ever let it slip, not a sign, nothing but what happened yesterday.
but thought id fill you guys in. im moving out of Maxs home after the funreal and stuff. ill be gone for longer then expected, jennifer is worse today so im going to take yalls advice and break away from here for a while....but ill keep in touch from time to time.
love you guys,
leland
|
|
|
|
Post by Anthony Jordan on Nov 7, 2009 11:55:35 GMT -4
It sucks that he felt such despair and dread that he resorted to this. Not everyone beats cancer, but I wish he still would have either tried to fight it. Even had he eventually lost, you still would have had some more memories, and your girlfriend would be spared the horror of seeing the aftermath of suicide.
|
|
